! Whoa !

I feel all tingley inside

I just can't explain it

When you're near
I'm tryin' to hide it not to show it

I know it is too soon
My heart is so full

I feel as if I could just burst
This feeling I know
I know I must not go

When I look into your eyes
I know where I am at with you

I know what I feel with you
I know what .........

When I am here or there

I know my mind is so scattered
but you are still there

in time with you in my mind
I've really, really

Fallen for you

Your always smiling at me

in my mind
I know where I am in time.

Missing you

As the days grow past I miss your smile

Grows past I miss your touch

As the days linger on

I miss your voice

Your hair

As the days go on

just for a week

I miss you

I miss you

Why Marsha ?

Was thinking about your eyes
Wanted to know

Wanted to know where it could have gone
If we had told each other
If we had spoke the feelings that we had

Was not afraid of what we had
What have we done in the past few months

The months that you had

Time slips by
It has slipped

Now All I will have are memories

Run

Run

faster

You cannot hide

Run faster

Run harder

RUN
Damn it is here too

I cannot get away

No matter where I turn

I cannot run fast enough

It has me by the throat

It will crush me if I let it

RUN

RUN hard

HARDER FASTER

It has followed me

Connect / Disconnect

I am still connected

I cannot disconnect


I can hear you on the other end
Whimpering I have hurt you


I can still hear your cries at night
No matter where I may be


I am still connected
I feel you beside me


Our song still ringing in my ear
I am still connected

I hurt too
Please do not disconnect

I am scared to walk alone

lost soul

lose

how it feels to lose

you lose someone you love

deep down it hurts

do not show you have lost

how your pale face reaches out

no one to hold you

no one to tell you it is ok

how it is to lose

empty heart

empty soul

Shadow casting

We cast our light

We see the shadow in return

Talk to one

We hear others

We speak our on riddles

We want to see if they can catch them

Can you look in the eye of the one you love ?

Can you tell them looking that you love them ?

Speak your riddle

Do they hear your cast?

Door way to the SOUL

You have asked me what I see

I see us

I have fell into your eyes

Deep into those eyes

So wild

So deep

So swift

What do I see

I see a beautiful woman

I see eyes of wonder

Asking herself the what if's

human h20

It is only water from the heart
Water that can cast a thousand words in a single drop

Words that cannot be spoken
Words with so much meaning

Water from the doorway of my soul

Does it show that I am less of a man?

Does it count for what it is shed for?

Who am I to ask

Why to I shed such tears

So that when you read this you will know

Know that a tear from my soul was for you

That you know you are the unconditional

This Journey

Venture out with me

I want to share my wonders with you

I want to show you all I have seen

I want to see all you have experienced

I am your man to listen

Take the long journey with me

Take time to make it our story

The journey of time

Let me hold your hand

I never want you to feel alone

Ever again

Grow old with me

Please I begg of you do not make me take this journey alone

My heart

A heart filled with love

Tenderness

Innocents

Giveness

A broken Heart

...

..

it is still giving

ALL or NOTHING

hold on for me

! Wait !
A thousand words could pass over my lips
! Wait !
Tears at the heart mind body and soul
! Wait !
to hear your voice again
to feel your arms around me
! Wait !
I have told you I would
! Wait !
you have my heart
you have my soul
you have my mind
you have my next breath waiting......

The Chase

One day we are gonna miss the right one.
They will be honest and genuine
They will have allot in common with us
We all hurt inside. We all have scars of the past .
We grow attached to the one we see.
Then when one of us shows a lil more of us to the one
shows the other something that reminds them of a past
They RUN.....
Be careful with us
We all are grown with a lil child inside of us dying to get out.

Day Dream

What Language
A language you can use to express
Express your desires
Your feelings
Your needs
What language is used here?
HER SCENT

It fills your nose with sweet memories
fills your chest full with desire
Those memories is with you all day
making your body feel weird and it tingles

When I Walked around the building,

I Saw Your Face.

When You Smiled At Me, I Knew You Were The One.

When You Looked At Me With Your Beautiful Blue Eyes,

I Knew You Were Feeling Me.

When We Touched Our Lips Together,

I Knew This Wasn'T A Dream.When I woke,

I Said To Myself This Was Love At First Sight...

Sun Rise

early morning rise

blank stares

good morning kisses

morning hugs

snuggle till the last moment

clock buzzer

smell of Coffee

out the door rush

Text me

A promised hope

A feared dream

A blazing world

Open arms

Cool breezes

World of wonder

hold me

hold me

just hold me

Hold my hand as we walk

walk with me

till we cannot walk anymore

Be my forever after

Forever after

Every time I look into your eyes

I fall deeper

Every time you kiss me

my heart sings

Every time I touch you

my heart flutters

Your scent on my skin

We lay beside

Your temperature burning

into my memory

Your aroma

my mind in a daze

Push forward
to an explosion

Behold

I close my eyes

I see your face

I close my eyes

I smell your scents

I close my eyes

I see your smile

I close my eyes

I can feel your touch

Behold what I have found

Fire of Desire

When I look into your beautiful blue eyes

I feel I could dive

When I feel your hand touch mine

I feel a warmth so deep inside

I have given you a part of my heart

I have walled for way too long

Look at me for all I have

For me I think you are all I want

You have set my world on fire

Desire I have for you has no end

Steps for time

One day at a time.

Baby steps are needed

It starts as a small flame

smoldering-burning in the pit

The looks and glances

We give each other

Smiles leads into kisses from the heart

Soft touches

Holding hands

Small steps

Winds of WILD

Wind of wild

blowing - howling through

Sweet touches

Drive to no where

Take a glance

What do you see?

Unforgettable

taste

Blue butterflies

Your eyes melted into my soul

Your scent penetrated my heart

Your smile has my heart running loops

Your Soft touch has my skin remembering traces

Your lips I could loose my soul in

Into My Darkness

I will come to you

When you have no light to guide you

and when no one will walk beside you

I will come to you When the night is all dark and stormy

you will not have to search for me

When you do not know how or why

Have no fear when your dreams are falling.

I will hear your spirit calling

And I swear I will be there

Your aroma

Your scent
Your smell
it is so intoxicating
I must follow it to find out where
where your scent may lead me.
Your aroma
to take it in is a breath of fresh air
OMG to smell you on me
Breathe deep
catch my breath

Still in my world

Will the world stand still for just one moment
I need you
I want you madly
I need you in every way
I want your mind
Your attention
I want your body
Next to mine
In the end if the world would stand still
I will give you my greatest gift
me

Aniamal

I feel like an animal in heat.
I am ready to eat.
I want to tear at your skin.
are you ready to begin?

Sad Sad Day

it is a sad sad day to see you like this.

so dark alone

you do not want to let anyone in

afraid

that the will wash your walls

sad sad day

Alone

you have choosed

to be only to leave the ones behind you that love you

I have told you in several languages

that i would help

you have turned that down too.

It is just you and the cold

cold dark sad days ahead

I hurt to

to know I was part of this

the cold dark you

how can i help you to fix your heart

to mend it

to brighten your day again

Mending Heart

Send me the dark parts

send me what is left

I use to be able to fix this.

Let me try

Send me the dark parts

I will polish them again.

I want you to shine not to be dark again.

Send me the dark parts

Let me mend the dark parts of your soul

Pout With ME

Eyes puddle ,

Skin tears,

Mind wanders,

heart that will not die.

Fly my way love, HOLD ME !

The puddle grows, No fear !

No tears !

Reach for my soul find no binds to rip.

Take me for I am ready for the eternity of love and happiness.

Moments in T I M E

Will the world stand still for just one moment ?

I need you !

I want you madly.

I need you in every way.

I want your mind , your heart and your soul !

I need a soul to travel the time with.

I need a body that wants to be

with me in every way every

day and at every turn.

Meadows of the mind

I close my eyes to see you staring at me.

You are in my grassy meadow playing with the birds.

Playing with bees being free with me.

Let us set each other free.

Let the breeze flow through your hair like a tree over there.

Do you smell it the fresh air as it sings over your nose !

Sway with me to the breeze sing with me feel the power as we touch !

Unknown

The unknown words.

The unknown meaning, hidden actions, pretend world.

Uncaring watchful eyes.GO on type me the words of the heart or what you say it is.Call me !

But why ?

Enlighten my mind !

Are we coming or going ?

Slide my way for us to join.

The undecided words hide to the watchful eye.

Tell me please the unknown meaning.

Do not hold back.

Who was I ?

Have you noticed ?

Have you seen the world in different eyes ?

Did you notice ?

I was not there.

Who was I to you ?

I am sure all that wants to know who was I ?

Did you send me away for a reason ?

I have noticed my heart bleeds so.

I have shown you who I am to the point of no return.

Lets us show the world that we are who we say we are.

Touch

The touch of your lips apon mine.

The smell of your hair.

The ear full of sweet nothings filling the air.

The wet kisses.The gifts that filled my heart.

Where did they go?

will I see them return to me from you again

Twisted

Today is the first day of the rest of your life.

Tomorrow is the day that never comes.

Yesterday is the day that never was.

So what is today ?

L O N E L Y

Home is so lonely without you .

So quite ,cold and no shadows to watch as you prance.

The walls bare, no echos.

The floors silent Nothing in the hallsI am so lonely without you .

You are my heart mind and soul.

I am broken without you .

L O N E L Y

Walls of Hate

The walls you have built around me are so tall they block out the light.

They are so thick I cannot feel the wind anymore.
They are built of a material that I cannot hear the sound.

They are so tall I cannot climb to the top to look out.

I am so lonely in these walls.

Please let me out I want to come back!

Please to not cover my bed in such thorns it hurts to laydown.

They hurt so much but the walls are killing my soul.

If you cannot tear downs these walls then bury me in them,

For my soul will soon die.

I will be nothing but a blank soul.

My Jounrney

I would cross a thousand oceans

- walk the hottest deserts-

-Dive the deepest darkest seas

- My heart bleeds to be with you.

I would crawl on my knees through millions of pieces of broken glass to be by your side.

My heart bleeds for you .

My only wish is to be one and only man that you hold by the hand.

You and only you have ever touched the deepest parts of my black soul.

I have a wish to be able to see the sunrise in your eyes each morning.

Will you help me on my journey ?

Night Black

World of black please do not hit me back.

World of black do not come back.

World of black where did she go?

World of black please give her back.

World of black save me I will not hack.

World of black send me back to the time when we sat together,

World of black, black, black, black...
Send me back or do not take her back.

I am the one that pushed her to the black take me instead of her.

She does not need to come back.

She is my sun moon and the one I love to count the stars with..

Black for there is no sun without her following my back.
Snuggle with my back.

Let me feel that you are back.

World of black please please send her back...

Soft Whispers

Soft voice thinking of the nite black.

Heart pounds the love song.

Breath of fresh stale air. Songs of passion.

Whirling around what ifs.

Whisper tell me , tell me justtell me

Ghostly

I lay in my bed dreaming of you In my dreams.

You take me places I have never been.

You move me like no other.

You are the light at the end of my tunnel.

You whisper to my mind.

Telling me it is ok.

You make my day go faster.

I hear you in my sleep with no words passing over your lips.

You summon me with just a stare.

I am in a trance.

You is begging for me to touch.

I reach out to find there is nothing but air.

I reach to touch you and you are not there.

I am so scared